Best Friends..

I never had a best friend i only have good friends....
Just say when you finally found the person to be your best friend BUT that person doesn't want to be your best friend just because he/she is scared that you might fall in love with them...
I mean...this is stupid...
To those who have been lonely for most of their lifes will know what i am talking about...
Why can't i just be happy for once?
Is it so hard?
I need someone to trust and depend on one....and i have found the one but the one doesn't want to....i hope you understand my frustration...


7thSeptember
Emo Boy Out~