Long..

Hi there~!
Quite a number of events happened lately....
After Coming Back From Sabah My Friends Signed Us Up For A Tournament..
We only prepared ourselves at the last moment so when we got to the place we were like nervous..
So ya..We had a draw at the first round but we lost the tie breaker...it was a good experience though..In the picture from left to right..Jonanthan Michael Ravi,Yours truly Chow Ken Jean,Ngui Sui Yang,Chow Pheng Sum(my cousin),Amos Goh Eng Liang and his little brother ^w^


So today was the day i toke my PMR results are considered decent since i never put in much effort like everyone else...I'm shifting to SMK Taman Desa1 next year but not confirm..i hope the government approves my form to shift~

So ya..enough of the exam result stuff..I bought a Razer Deathadder lately..it was reasonably cheap somehow...anyway here is a picture of it >.<
And while i was waiting for Jon to follow me to buy this mouse in Low Yat Plaza i decided to have a Latte~and i waited for Jon for like 1 hour+?
Emo Boy Out~
PS:I decided to update this blog cause Cheng Mun asked me to XD

Holidays..

I'm Back!!!Again...Hahas..I got back from my holidays a long time ago but i didn't have the time to update my blog cause i was busy playing SA >.<

Anyway..I went to Miri,Sarawak recently..I stayed one night in Miri apparently...and it so happens my dad and my uncle are so called "adventurous" they decided to travel to Bintulu..that is a 2 hour + in a car my friend...When We Got to Bintulu we stayed in this great hotel whose name i forgot...it has a killer beach view o.o Well let me cut to the chase,after staying in Bintulu we stayed in this National Park..the first thing we(me,dad,mom,sis,babysis,cousin brother,uncle and aunty) did was to take a boat ride =.= i didn't enjoy the boat ride at all..but my dad and uncle were joking the whole way..well here is one of the picture i have...



ya...so we stayed in a chalet which has no tv or any entertainment..we just played cars until all of us were sleepy..well everything was smooth...until my babysister VOMITED!God was one of the rooms smelly =.= so ya..the next day we went to Gua Niah..it was a 3.1km walk to the Entrance..i repeat..Entrance not the cave itself ^.^

one of the picture i toke for the cave is this..



you see the light in the picture?yes that's the top o.o of the moutain..after going up u have to walk down the stairs which is totally dark...and everywhere was filled with bat shyt =X



another picture of the cave...

I was in Miri for 4 days 3 nights...and finally another 2hours+ spent in the car,waiting to reach Miri's Airport...In the plane,i was constantly looking outside of the window..i was praying that i saw the city lights A.S.A.P i missed home so much eventhough it was only 4 days...I never felt so relieved when the plane touched down..anyway this is just a quick post..will update more some other time..

Emo Boy Out~

Hatred..

If you hate me so much why do you have to show it infront of everyone?it just spoils everyone's day...and if i am really that of a nuisance to you please please please don't have anything to do with me..if you think i am horrible please carry on with your life and never talk to me again..

Have A Good Day! (you know who you are...)

Hey there,

i will be flying to Miri,Sarawak this sunday and i will be enjoying myself...i think..well i wanna avoid those who i am fighting with whenever i see him or even hear about them i get engulfed with anger and it is so hard to find someone to lay your head on..luckily i have a friend who is always there for me...and i appreciate her very much =D

I will be shifting to school in Damansara Jaya,Subang Jaya or back to my old school SMK Taman Desa 1...i can't pick..my cousin are asking me to go to Subang,my friends are asking me to come back to TD1 and i think SMK Damansara Jaya is a really nice school...i can't make up my mind...some of my friends are even asking me to stay in TD2..i feel guilty when i think about it somehow that i let them down...

Emo Boy Out~

Back..

Erm So..ya...Hi~!

Hmmm...let me think...aahh yes!i have decided to play maple again but i still rarely play it hahas...



I am also playing cabal(Lv28 yes i know i'm lame) and dota(Just started..again..)

I am currently addicted to the anime "Sola" and am addicted to the song "How To Save A Life" by The Fray...hahas

1Month ago or 2 months ago..i caught a picture of this cloud taking shape like a spiral..



Don't you think so?Ok ya i know..you can't see the picture fully...man this is frustrating =.=

Hahas..One Of My Friends Birthday is coming up..yes that's you Liyin..hahas but too bad i can't come to your birthday party T.T

Emo Boy Out~

Cheer Up..

Liyin,stop being so emo..there won't be any good..and so i want to say...







This Post Is For You,My Friend ^.^

K.J Out~

School....

I haven't been to school lately as it is boring and well you just basically sit in the hall doing nothing other than some boring activities that teacher has install for us while praying to God so that time will move faster....

Anyway,eversince PMR is over i have nothing to do other than going online and hanging out with my friends...oh ya i started going for mandarin classes...hahas it's a bit hard...but hey it's going to be worth it..alright that's all for now

Emo Boy Out~

Fangs..

Just incase you were wondering...when i say "fangs" i don't like like fangs attached to me or anything o.o it's like a phrase....hahas...

eversince school ended,the form 3's are living life to the fullest~i just got a lecture from my dad yesterday saying that i should do this,that and bla bla bla since i have all the time in world rightnow o.o but...i'm too lazy to even care....hahas~alright that's all for now~!

Fang King/Emo Boy Out~

War...

I have decided to declare war with a few people in my life..and so..please accept this as a warning to those of you who challenged me...one more insult about my parents or me..i will devour your life...mark my words!

Fang King Out~

Attitude...

You can find some of the people of your life annoying or unwanted,that's how everyone feels...no one is perfect..and so you can't expect everyone to like you..to be honest..i don't really enjoy talking nonsense unlike everyone else...i just don't really find it nice..we cannot change for what we are but we can try to fixed ourselves a bit..

Have you been accused of something that you never did?and everyone starts to hate you?not only that..do you have to like..accept something that you never did or everyone will just continue despising you?i recently had a few encounters with that problem..i didn't want to say i was right nor i was wrong..i only apologized to her because i didn't mean to hurt anyone nor hurt anyone at all...

Sometimes people take what i say differently..what i meant was with good intentions..and so they were like pretty upset with me..everything i did was wrong..nothing was ever right..i don't think i have did anything wrong..all i want is just a peaceful life..but somehow not everything happens exactly what you want it to be..

I still don't get it when someone starts to insult someone else parents?Does it like..gives you benefit or anything?No one deserves to have their parents mocked...yes everyone may become like their parents but when you think about it..if their children were influenced by them..they are influenced by something as well right?and probably their parents are not to be blame because they may have grown up in such an environment that they were influenced by their friends...and so we all should pick our friends wisely..we may be aware of it but we may not practice it ^.^

But i am lucky to have one friend to be there for me when i needed support..thank you ^.^


Emo Boy Out~

I don't know what's going on in my life..why must life be so hard?i don't know how to express what i'm feeling right now...

Emo Boy Out~

Bored..

PMR is over and i am like bored..Hahas...but thank God there are no more teachings in school or homeworks..but now the teachers are like forcing us to sit in a hall and watch a movie or do some activity that most of us don't want to do?Why can't we just bring something to school to keep ourselves entertained?i mean i would..what am i saying?i mean all of us will like that...hahas..

I am going to London soon...can't wait to get there...hahas...but before then i guess i will be rather bored~how i hope i am going to school tomorow~

Emo Boy Out~

Support...

Whenever you're in trouble,does your friend come and try to comfort you?if your friends does do that..you are lucky ^.^ appreciate them cause there are very few people like that...more problems came up...

I shifted to a different school just to get rid of one...and now i am having more than one...and i have always been on my own..no one ever tried to comfort or give advice to me...is it so hard for them to even say "It's going to be alright?"
i mean you will feel better if they say that...i have a friend who thinks i have been influenced by someone bad and so she doesn't want to even talk to me?i mean if people are on a rampage and you tried to calm that person down instead you get shouting?i mean that's not cool at all...and i finally realized that there are many backstabbers in this world...i just want someone i can trust and rely on or be there when i need him/her...whenever someone is in trouble i try to comfort them because i know how is it like to walk in their shoes...

If people were to insult your parents,will you be angry?furious?or probably want to give a good smack to that persons head?well for most people that's what they probably have done but i try to tolerate it to avoid unnecessary argument which may jeopardize your friendship...as soon as i solve a problem another one pops out...i have had enough of this...how i wish everything will be alright...


Troubled Boy Out~

so much to say so little time..

PMR is ending on next Tuesday..can't wait for it to end...hahas..like my title said..can't talk long ^.^
well....life is sort of ok...new problem came up...what a drag...hahas

I didn't celebrate mooncake festival unfortunately T.T
cause of PMR i have to suffer...how i wish it will end soon~

Emo Boy Out~

Fine..

I know i am not suppose to be online right now by still wanted to XP

everything seems to be fine lately no problems or anything~ hahas...
i hope there won't any problems o.o
it will just be annoying right?=D

PMR is so near...everyone is studying until to the extent that it is really sickening and we just want wan to study anymore...everyone is looking forward to their break..hahas..BM is the first subject of PMR and it is my worse nightmare!!man...

Alright..

Emo Boy Out~
26 Sept 2009~

Somehow when people don't know my existance for a amount of time..i feel that i am not needed...man..weird huh?hahas..anyway PMR is just around the corner and i believe most form 3 students are doing their revision to get ready for the test as we all know that its really important as it decides whether we go to science stream which opens a lot of doors in our life or art stream for those who didn't achieve the wanting results or those who went to art stream just to fulfil their ambition..if you get what i mean ^.^

and i don't know why...why do people talk to me in such a rude manner when i am talking politely to them?its as if i am did something wrong..i mean can't we all have a vulgar-free conversation?i rarely have those kind of conversations...haiz..its so hard to find the right friend...some will say that i am too sensetive or overreacting...but when i come to think about it i don't think i am..i take friendship very seriously...would you like it if someone come up to you and suddenly start talking to you in a rude way?some of us might have already been used to this but i don't think any of us will enjoy them all the time right?everything has its limit...

Emo Boy Out~
21Setp 2009~

sick

man..i have a flu and a sorethroat..this isn't cool T.T and i got extra exams next week Tuesday and Wednesday...even more uncool XD


13Sept
Emo Boy Out~

Best Friends..

I never had a best friend i only have good friends....
Just say when you finally found the person to be your best friend BUT that person doesn't want to be your best friend just because he/she is scared that you might fall in love with them...
I mean...this is stupid...
To those who have been lonely for most of their lifes will know what i am talking about...
Why can't i just be happy for once?
Is it so hard?
I need someone to trust and depend on one....and i have found the one but the one doesn't want to....i hope you understand my frustration...


7thSeptember
Emo Boy Out~

Time To Move

i am now able to forget about the past and am capable of moving forward to the future ^.^
it sure toke awhile...hahas

I have a 5 hours class on Sunday which is from 9 am to 230 pm if i am not mistaken...man..its going to be a really long day...how can you last for 5 hours non-stop?anyone will go mad...hahas XD am just kidding~

Favourite Songs(For The Moment):
1)Landing In London(All I Think About Is You)-Three Doors Down
2)Here Without You-Three Doors Down
3)Love Drunk-Boys Like Girls



5September
Emo Boy Out~

Losing something precious...

I have just lost something very important to me...i believe that everyone has lost something very dear to them and i believe that the feeling wasn't enjoyable...i was suppose to shift to Damansara Jaya but ever since that event has occured i am starting to have second-thoughs...i don't know what i should do...Should i stay or Should i leave?

I have been really having bad days lately..how i wish everything will turn out alright...i really hope that everything will be alright....

4September
Emo Boy Out~

I am only allowed to on during Thursday,Fridays,Saturdays and Sundays until my PMR are over...man...but i hope every sacrifice is worth it >.<

Been worried lately by life...hope everything will be solved soon...

3 Sept
Emo Boy Out~

Search....

Why is it that i always look for people to talk to?Why can't i be looked just for once?Why am i always comforting someone?Why no one has ever comfort me?Am i really that meaningless to anyone?


School Reopen:
School is reopening soon...and i will be getting my results for my trials on Tuesday....
The pressure is enough to bring you down....
I will be looking at the same old familiar faces that i used to see everyday in school and probably some of the teachers will nag a lot about results or something....
We don't need the extra pressure from the teachers since we have plenty of it from our parents...

31August 2009
Emo Boy Out~